“Your hands have made and fashioned me. Give me understanding that I may learn your commandments. Those who fear you shall see and rejoice because I have hope in your word. I know, Oh Lord, that your judgements are right, and that in faithfullness you have humbled me. Let your steadfast love become my comfort according to your promise to your servant. Let your mercy come to me, that I may live, for your law is my delight.”
“Let the arrogant be put to shame, because they have subverted me with guile, as for me, I will meditate your precepts. Let those who fear you turn to me. so that they may know your decrees. May my heart be blameless in your statutes, so that I may not be put shame.” Psalms 119:73-80
Learning and knowing God, our Father, is the hardest course to take. A narrow and endless road is to be undertaken, with a lot of distractions and hindrances on either sides. What are the hindrances and distractions after all? They are just those wonderful earthly things that shine along which attract us so we may be decieved and lured. They are just some enemies who try to stop us from walking toward His light. They are just minutes between seconds that weaken our hearts from believing and trusting. Pretty tough to beat!
God has given us this freedom of choice so we may be able to exercise it according to His laws. That we may live in His righteousness each day. His jusdgements are never a result of hesitations nor trial and error. But always come in unequivocal perfectness. I feel high, and so much alive to realize that His love is never ceasing. Its inifinite, and superior than any love ever discovered by the human heart. Steadfast as it is. His love sustains the air that we breathe, His love fills our empty souls, and feeds our hungry spirits. Our hearts have been broken into tiny bits several times. We almost felt death creeping inside, but since He heals those who are weary, and comforts those who are lost, our hearts get better and become healed from any cuts and bruises and wounds. He gives us brand new heart taken from the pieces of His perfect heart.
Ohh such a marvelous feeling when we let Him inside. And a wonderful revelation awaits when we get to know HIM far beyond mediocrity.
